I am scared | swatches's Blog

It has been a few days since I went to the doctor, and he said that I had lost 43 pounds in three weeks. He said I am anorexic, and that I have to start eating more and eating more often. I am scared because I don't want to end up in the hospital with IV's for ten days to 2 weeks. I am really scared and don't know what to do. My heart is not working like it should be, it is skipping beats and I have 5 small blood clots around it, and it is causing me to be short of breath. So right now, my current mood is VERY DEPRESSED and I am having some bad thoughts, which I don't need to do.