I am scared | swatches's Blog

I am so scared right now. I have to have surgery on my left hand next week, and I can't even wear my engagement ring right now, because my hand is tripled in size. I have two tumors on the palm of my hand that has doubled in size since last month. They are going to have to remove them and  I will more than likely be in the hospital overnight. I don;t like speding time away from my fiance or my kitties. Maybe they will just do it right in the doctor's office and I can come home the same day. I am just really scared right now, because it is my left hand and I just happen to be left handed. So I am a little scared. Patches and Pumpkin both know something is up. They have been on my lap quite a bit, the last few days. I am also very sad right now.